How often do you make a mistake, say the wrong thing, or put yourself in a situation you know you can’t get out of? Then you’re sitting up beating yourself up. Calling yourself stupid, dumb constantly saying how you should’ve did this or that or took an alternate route? Look stop that shit you’re fucking human. You’re not perfect, you’re gonna do dumb shit. You’re gonna make mistakes, you’re gonna say things you know you shouldn’t, you’re gonna hurt people and lose ones you never thought a day in your life you’d ever lose. But, all you can do is say what’s done is done I can’t change what I did or said and move the fuck on. Now I’m sure you’ll probably say that’s easier said than done but this shit not gone come over night. You’ll keep getting put in situations that will test how you treat yourself until you just say enough is enough. One thing I’ve been doing whenever I feel myself doing that is saying, how would you feel if half the shit you say to yourself someone said to you? That would hurt your damn feelings and have you in tears. So answer me this….why is it okay for you to do that to yourself? If you don’t have an answer to that it may be time to start working on how you treat yourself…..the hardest part about this is realizing you owe yourself an apology for how you treated yourself

Okay now the topics are gonna be doing a little bit of a shift. Keep in mind I am not a nutritionist and some of these things that are said are based on research, some personal experience. Now, I’m sure y’all have seen the walk for cancer, the ribbons being plastered on food products, people at your job asking for donations to walk to fund finding the “cure” for cancer. Or when you go to the grocery store you see all the pink for breast cancer awareness month. The question with all of this is, what are we ACTUALLY making the people aware of? The damaging effects of chemo? The sky high doctor bills the patient leaves with after successfully being dubbed cancer free? The fact of how the chemo makes people lose all their hair and practically dries their body from the inside out? I’m just curious because Susan G. Komen has been representing this for years and you all mean to tell me there is still no cure?  

I just recently wrote a status on Facebook stating “pure insanity is the government helping YOU look for the cure, all while making you pay for it”. You know how when you’re in the phone and at the same time looking for your phone? Or better yet when you been waiting all day for that plate of food and the person who ate it helps you look for it? That’s equivalent to what the government does with the cure. Many won’t realize the cure is in every single grocery store they go to, or every farmers market they pass by. A lot of people don’t know cancer isn’t a death sentence and it can be cured.  

You see there was a documentary from the man Dr. Sebi, in this documentary he stated “when the body is alkaline, mucus has no place to go”. One of the things he stated he saw in a lot of his patients he cured was mucus. Constantly spitting out mucus and just the body releasing a lot of it. When you’re consuming foods constantly that are highly acidic to the body, the body will go into defense mode and create mucus to protect itself. The same way it does when you get sick, that’s why you’re always blowing your nose, coughing up phlegm, so on and so forth.  

For your body an optimum level for its pH balance is 7.2. Most fruits and vegetables fall on the scale of being acidic or being alkaline. If it’s alkaline that’s less work for the body to do in a sense. But when you consume fruit since the body recognizes it it digests it a lot faster which is why most people don’t tend to like eating healthy because they complain of always being hungry. That alone can be the issue for most is we’ve consumed processed foods, meats, dairy and all that junk nobody truly knows what hunger should feel like or when they are just thirsty. Most of the time when you’re laying down and you feel your stomach rumbling, it’s not due to hunger. It’s the movement of peristalsis helping to navigate your food and digest it. Not so much that you’re hungry. I was telling my friend if you’re one to pay attention to your bowel movements you ever notice how some meals you at you won’t actually see it in the toilet until days later? That doesn’t seem off to you all? Cooked food and animal based food can take anywhere from 1-4 days to fully digest whereas fruit take anywhere from 20-40 minutes. Which explains why when people eat cooked food or processed food they have this conception they stay full “longer” when in all actuality your digestive system has slowed down so the sign of “hunger” takes longer to appear.  

There’s quite a few different things I’ve tried that I know are tried and true and actually work. One of them being intermittent fasting. The times are up to you but, generally you fast for 16 hours, and eat during the other 8. During those 16 hours you can only drink water. Now I know for most this sounds absolutely insane. But when you’re healing your body and you learn to decipher hunger from digestion as well as thirst it becomes easier. Now once you fast is up he best thing to break your fast with is either vegetables or fruit. More than likely fruit. Considering as stated it takes a shorter amount of time to digest.  

Another few that I’ve tried is vegetarian, vegan, and fruitarian. Out of them all I honestly like being fruitarian the most. Food is always accessible, it digests quickly, you have more energy, you can easily eat your daily water amount. You don’t have to worry about meal prep. It’s the cheapest of all of them, another amazing benefit is you shit a lot less because your body is using all the nutrients from what you’re eating. Now I’m not saying you HAVE to become a fruitarian it doesn’t come over night. But when you religiously eat meat and want to get healthy essentially vegan or raw vegan is your goal.  

See when you need to lose weight doctors won’t tell you in order to fully get off your medicine, reverse and eliminate and diseases you may have you need to pretty much unlearn the standard American diet. Why? Because there is simply no money in healthy people. Why do y’all think even on tv they always do combinations of unhealthy food, vaccines, the flu shot, and commercials of cancer centers? It’s all programming which is why I no longer watch tv. In order to unlearn what you’ve been programmed to see you need to step away from the tv and at times social media.  

Now considering how long this blog will get I’ll probably end up making a part two, to this but this is just the basis of the irony in cancer walks and donation. I truly hope you all were able to take something from this blog and take the first step to really being an advocate in your health. I know from experience it won’t be easy but self love never is. Like, share, and subscribe!  

I get this from people often whenever I talk about Tarot cards, Magic, the word Bruja, or anything related to tarot. Most people that I’ve asked if they ever had a reading and they say no or ask if anything bad is going to happen from the reading that they’ll receive or they will ask about references to the ouija board. Or I’ll hear from some they don’t want their future predicted. Although the gifts fall under the same category tarot readings and psychic readings are on different “magical” spectrums.

Then in terms of us being “black” magic, no magic is bad unless the intent behind it is bad. Even then that doesn’t always make it bad it just depends on the situation. Now too that goes to say if you’ve been hexed. That’s simply a witch, bruja, or whatever term you choose to use taking karma into her own hands when wrong is done onto her. Now that is not to say all people who practice magic and energy work do this, but it also doesn’t constitute as being considered black magic.

For me personally I don’t have the energy to hex, put people in a jar (form of hexing), or any of those things. I let karma and the universe do the dirty work for me. If someone has wronged me I know for every action good or bad there is a reaction to follow whether it be good or bad. Energy is like a boomerang, no matter what you put out it’s always bound to come back on you.

Now that I’ve cleared the air on that let’s talk about different types of energy work and magic that can be done and that you may not even realize you do.

The first of course being tarot. Tarot readings are something in terms of divination were deprived from the Egyptian priests, but the designs to my knowledge were created by Europeans. Although it being later found it started in Egypt. With tarot readings you can have them done in person or distant sessions. Me personally I do more distant sessions rather than in person. I can’t speak for all readers but I speak directly to your spirit and allow the energy from that to flow into my deck and show me what it is you need to do or guidance in your path. A lot of people will ask if the cards will predict your future but, in my encounter with other people’s spirits they generally aren’t interested in telling your future because, your spirit knows you better than anyone and knows there is always the possibility of you altering that. Even if it’s not intentional we have free will whether it be consciously or subconsciously. What I do is help to provide clarity to situations you feel stuck with, guidance, and when necessary provide closure. Now if you choose to just let life play out that’s perfectly fine, not everyone is or will be open to Tarot. But, that doesn’t mean because, you have a preconceived notion about something you refuse to look into the history of, doesn’t mean you should judge or shame those who want to take part in it.