Being a Twin Flame you gotta face shit most mfs you see on a daily run from. You gotta feel pain, act as if it doesn’t hurt, then act like you’re okay. Even when you wanna fall apart. Most people speak on this, as though it’s easy shit. How manipulative the men are, and how weak and codependent the women are. 

But, folks don’t take the time to look and realize where it even came from. They don’t ask how you got that way. They don’t ask questions that are buried deep inside you that nobody knows. They don’t get to know you on a level that only God knows you at. You’re depressed and everyone acts concerned when they really just find another topic to talk about. Girls you grew up with in highschool grow up to be scarred, powerless, and unheard. You hear how a girl is fast, but never how she got there. You hear how a girl lost her virginity, but didn’t hear about how she was really raped. You don’t hear the cries of these men. Begging day in and day out for someone to hear them. Someone to see past the facade they wear like a full face of makeup. 

It’s times you get so addicted to healing and making friends with your demons. That you forget to come up for air. You drown yourself in your traumas determined to remove them all. But the trick there is you can’t. You just learn to feel your shit, sit in your shit, then you release it. Don’t allow your past to dictate who the fuck you can become in the future. 

You ain’t think about that did you? You all say a narcissist and empath paradigm. But you all don’t see how a man. Someone that wouldn’t dare speak of the shit that keeps him up at night. The shit that will have a man become an alcoholic because being sober is just tortured by Freddy Kruger when he can’t reach you in your dreams. So why not smoke, why not drink, why not turn to the streets and find what you would call family. Not by blood though. Trauma bonds that are formed by people that saw you as blood because when nobody else understood they did. 

To be continued….

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